New day

I (let's say) Cleansed my blog today because i thought it was immature, awkward, harsh, irrational, and i was a sell out.

I had a reality check on my recent trip, i realized that i was still being a kid, my friends and everyone around me grew up so fast that i felt i was being left behind.
I was overly dependent on friends because i grew up only talking to myself and it sucked, but when i had the chance to make friends i automatically place my full trust on them. it was ok at first when it was all laughs and giggles, but when i needed them the most, when i needed somebody to be there and give proper advice, all i got were jokes and disappointments.

this may be such a drama to some people and shits and giggles to some, but this is real to me.

I really need to grow up.